https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/ 2026-04-18T06:17:10+00:00 https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/ https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/lib/exe/fetch.php?media=wiki:logo.png text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-01-01_new_year_rambling&rev=1765286485&do=diff internet_stuff tech_stuff mentalhealth_stuff art_stuff New year rambling Now it’s time for me to rambling since I just put all of the important info out. I don’t really do new year resolution because I will just get bored lol but I do have something in mind. Firstly I want to take care of myself better. I often neglect own need to finish assignments and school work while maintaining some what consistency update to comms. Now that my only responsibility is well commission. I want to take care o… text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-02-21_what_a_messy_month&rev=1765286485&do=diff What a messy month internet_stuff tech_stuff mentalhealth_stuff art_stuff This month (February 2024) is very messy month for me for variety of things. First I start working on my first ever comic along with my monthly commission work while also try to maintain some sort of routine and take care of my mental health but it’s pretty much didn’t go in the way that I want it too. 😂 The Art Stuff text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-05-07_migration&rev=1765286485&do=diff internet_stuff tech_stuff Migration! It’s finally (almost) done! <(￣︶￣)> I’ve migrate to my new VPS with upgrade spec and probably more secure since I login with SSH now. I pretty much spend around 2-3 days trying to figure how what to do to improve my VPS and speed etc. text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-05-30_so_many_notes_and_note_taking_apps&rev=1765286485&do=diff internet_stuff tech_stuff So many notes! (and note-taking apps) I didn't realize how competitive note-taking app space is. So many option to choose from! I recently change my phone due to it broke. Now that I have a new phone with a better spec, so I'm looking forward to using it to help me with my 'productivity' more such as tracking time, my to-do list, diary journal and my second brain. text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-08-29_back_n_break&rev=1765286485&do=diff Back n Break! Woooo hooo! I'm back and also currently taking 2 weeks break from intensive work and such. I also somehow manage to finish my comic, and it's fully colored too. I didn't imagine that I can do it, but I can do it! This year this first con event as I'll go to fursquare event as circle. I'm very excited! I also have a lot to catch up with my personal site as I didn't upload my art for a while now. Like big while. 4 months or so! I will find some day to do it during my two weeks br… text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-09-24_aggression_art_and_acceptance&rev=1765286485&do=diff Aggression, Art and Acceptance I've been diagnosed with developing ASPD recently on top of Dysthymia and ADHD. My meds starting to fail me it seems. I have problem controlling my aggression urge. I think for me, it's more on the 'power' side more than 'violence' so when my meds fail me I find it hard not to express 'How I have power over them'. But I need a new way to handle it in case my meds keep failing me. text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-09-25_thoughts_on_swf&rev=1765286485&do=diff I wake up and found in Fediverse talking about 'Social Web Foundation' Out of curiosity, so I check them out. And after found out what they are... 'I'm not happy' would be an understatement. This post is very much a personal opinion based. Make of it what you will Confusion text/html 2025-12-09T13:21:25+00:00 Anonymous (anonymous@undisclosed.example.com) https://mail.abyssalstar.blue/doku.php?id=2024posts:2024_journal:2024-10-10_tidbits_update&rev=1765286485&do=diff Tidbits update Some tidbits update here and there! Mostly about my future plan and then rambling about mental health. I'd like to make use of another pen name for making cute stuff and for selling cute stuff. Like stickers or so. I'm at the point that I'm a bit bored with drawing porn. I mean, I still like them, but sometimes I want to draw cute thing and make sticker or keychain for self. Didn't think of the name just yet, and I also plan to launch subscribe star officially after I finish tra…